I might need you to hold me tonight, I might need you to say it's alright.

I'm in love, I've never felt like this before. I love him so much, and he knows it. I can't bear the thought of leaving Sweden and not seeing him. I need him so much. I don't want to leave, I'll lose him, and he was and is the best thing that has ever happened to me. But I have to come home. I wish I didn't, I really wish I could stay here with him, but I can't. I love him so much, I just wish it could have lasted longer, why did we not meet sooner? Why? Fate can be so cruel at times.