Life filled with hopes

Why do I always avoid homework to the point that it's the night before its due, and I'm freaking out at everyone else but myself... I think I'm addicted to procrastination! On a sad note, I did indeed fail my psychology test, but that's okay, I wasn't expecting to not fail. One can only hope that I did all right on the assignment to bring my overall grade back up. *Sigh* one can only hope. It has always upset me when people do better than I do, especially people I know, like friends. I know this is such a horrible way to think, but I am always jealous. The ironic thing is that I know I could do really well if I just put the effort into the course and into learning the stuff. Hopefully when I move out I can find the best way I work, and then exploit the hell out of it and do really well. I mean, who really pays attention to your first year anyway...? Most people understand that you are going through a transition, and they usually take that into consideration...Don't they?